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1760 偷文盗贼2007/6/2 14:43:00
Looking back, Ohkura couldn’t figure out how this thing with Yasuda had started. In stories and movies and manga, he’d heard tales of people just starting to get more and more touchy-feely with their friends. But he’d never believed that to be possible. Making out with your best friend just for the hell of it? Who did that? And he and Yasuda were both boys.
But one day, they were both sitting on the couch, and Ohkura had looked over at Yasuda, and the smaller boy was staring right back, and something had to have happened because Yasuda suddenly crawled across the couch and straddled Ohkura’s legs and they kissed. And they stayed like that until Yasuda went home.
Neither of them mentioned it to each other. They didn’t even really talk when it happened. It just happened. And that’s what Ohkura didn’t understand. You don’t just suddenly start making out with your friend. It’s not the way it works.
In Ohkura’s mind, you’d meet that special someone and it would just click! And then you’d go on a date, and then a second, and then a third, and then maybe you’d kiss when you brought her home. But Yasuda wasn’t even a ‘her’. He was a ‘him’, and they never dated, much less dated three times. He wasn’t even so sure he’d ever brought Yasuda home.
Which is why he had invited Yasuda over to his house again. He wanted to see if it would happen for a second time, and if it did, what would trigger it. And if it didn’t happen again, he wanted to ask Yasuda why he’d crawled onto his lap like that.
Ohkura knew it wasn’t totally Yasuda’s fault, though. Yasuda had crawled onto his lap, but Ohkura’d been the one to bring their mouths together. And it wasn’t like he’d pushed Yasuda away once the kiss was deepened. He’d only helped turn it into a full-blown make-out session.
That made him worry even more, though. What if Yasuda hadn’t wanted it at all, and thought Ohkura was macking on him and was just being kind about it? And what if Yasuda thought he was some big pervert and didn’t want to be friends with him anymore? What if Yasuda wanted a restraining order?
Seeing movement out of the corner of his eye, Ohkura’s head snapped up to see Yasuda standing right in front of him, holding a nicely-packaged chocolate box and wrapped in a little light blue scarf.
“How did you get in?” Ohkura asked, his eyes wide.
“The door wasn’t locked.”
“...oh.”
Yasuda smiled one of his bright, Yasuda-tastic smiles and held the box out in front of himself, offering it to Ohkura. “I brought you a gift,” he announced. He didn't even flinch when Ohkura took the box and brushed his fingers against the smaller boy’s.
So much for the restraining order worries.
“You can sit down,” Ohkura offered, but then began to fret that if they sat on the couch together, it would all happen again just by coincidence. So he pointed to the arm chair across from the couch. “There.”
“Is something wrong with the couch?” Yasuda asked, moving closer to Ohkura to get a better look at where the taller man had just been sitting. Too close for comfort.
“Uh... I spilled something on it.”
Yasuda flashed another sunny smile. “Silly Tacchon,” he whispered, staring up into Ohkura’s eyes while standing on his tiptoes. Ohkura gulped.
“Uhhh... I’ll go get those drinks now!”
Once he’d escaped to the kitchen, Ohkura clutched his shirt over his heart. It was beating too fast. This whole ‘accidentally making out’ thing was much too stressful. He didn’t get why the movies wanted to romanticize it so much. It wasn’t half the fun that they made it seem like.
“Do you need any help?” Yasuda yelled from the living area.
“NO!”
“Are you okay?”
“Yes,” Ohkura replied, lowering his voice and trying to sound less urgent. He took the tea out of the fridge and poured two glasses before heading back to his doom.
But he couldn’t think of anything to say. The only thing that popped into his mind while he watched Yasuda drink the tea and page through a racing magazine was Yasuda’s lips on his own, his tongue in Yasuda’s mouth. It wasn’t too comforting to be having those types of thoughts while the person they concerned was sitting right across from you.
He didn’t like having to stare at Yasuda. Maybe he should have let the older man sit on the couch.
“Practice was really fun today, ne~!” Yasuda said, ending it with a wistful little sigh.
That time, the only thing that came to mind was ‘cute’, so Ohkura replied with a simple, “Yeah.”
“Your drumming is really improving, Tacchon~!” Yasuda gave a pretty little grin, and looked almost shy. “Not that it wasn’t good in the first place.”
Ohkura couldn’t help but absently wonder if Yasuda was flirting with him. But he brushed it off as an aftermath of what had happened a few days ago.
“I’m really glad we’re in Kanjani8 together, Tacchon. I feel so proud to be in a group with so many hard workers. It makes me want to try my hardest, too!”
“Cute...” That time, Ohkura said it out loud. He hadn’t tried to. It just slipped.
Yasuda blushed, but his smile widened and he refused to meet Ohkura’s gaze as he stared down at his hands, fidgeting nervously. “Me?”
Ohkura couldn’t lie. So what else was he supposed to do? “Yeah...”
“Thanks.”
“Uh... no problem.”
They sat there in silence for a while, Yasuda smiling all huge and inspecting his fingernails while Ohkura stared at him with a dumbfounded expression. - ↑↓
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1761 偷文盗贼2007/6/2 14:43:00
But then it happened again. Yasuda got up from his seat and walked over to Ohkura, and cupped Ohkura’s cheeks in the palms of his hands. And something instinctive just clicked in Ohkura, and he wrapped his fingers around Yasuda’s upper arms and tugged Yasuda down so he was kneeling on the floor in front of him, and he kissed him gently.
Gulping after he'd pulled away, Ohkura stared at Yasuda’s closed eyes and pretty lips and soft brown hair. And he totally didn’t have any clue what to do next. He was almost tempted to run out of the room like a madman and lock himself in the bathroom, but that would most likely upset Yasuda, and a crying Yasuda was the last thing he wanted to see or hear because it had to be the most heartbreaking thing the universe had ever created.
So he leaned in again, running his hands lightly up and down Yasuda’s arms, tilting his head to the side, and kissed Yasuda on the cheek.
That made Yasuda open his eyes, and he stared at Ohkura dumbly, as if he wasn’t expecting something so small and gentle. “Tacchon?”
Ohkura wondered if Yasuda was trying to seduce him because he wanted to get laid. Or because he wanted to see what it was like to kiss another man. But that thought made his heart sink, so he stopped thinking altogether and kissed Yasuda on the forehead.
“Tacchon?”
“Huh?”
“What are you doing?”
Ohkura leaned back and stared at Yasuda with wide eyes. Duh. He was being loving. “What do you mean?”
“What are you doing?”
Yeah, that really helped. “Umm... kissing you?”
Yasuda stared at him some more, and he just stared back. Until Yasuda jumped him completely, and straddled his lap again. Before he knew it, the smaller man had somehow positioned them so they were laying horizontally on the couch. Yasuda’s strength frightened Ohkura sometimes.
“Uh, Yasuda, are you okay?”
“Mmm hmm...” the smaller man sighed into Ohkura’s neck. He wasn’t even moving. He was just laying right on top of Ohkura.
So Ohkura decided to use his pet name instead. “Yassan, you’re a bit heavy.”
“Un.”
“What are you doing?”
“Cuddling?”
“Why?”
“Because you kissed me.”
This was getting him no where. So Ohkura laid back and moved to the side a bit so they could ‘cuddle’ without his stomach being crushed in by the weight of Yasuda’s muscles. Yasuda gladly slipped in the space between Ohkura and the back of the couch.
“Is it the couch?” Ohkura suddenly asked, his head feeling light from the scent of Yasuda’s shampoo. He smelled like vanilla and strawberries and sweat and Yasuda and the green tea he’d just been drinking and the cold winter wind. Ohkura decided that it was a scent that should be made into a perfume.
“What do you mean?”
“Is the couch the reason this keeps happening?”
Yasuda finally looked up at him, so he propped himself up on his elbow for better access to Yasuda’s face.
“I still don’t really understand,” Yasuda admitted.
“Why we keep doing this. You know... this...” Ohkura couldn’t say it outright, and Yasuda still looked confused. So Ohkura let out an exasperated sigh and leaned in again, kissing Yasuda lightly, chastely, before making a face that clearly said, “DUH.”
“What does that have to do with the couch?” Yasuda asked, looking a bit hurt. “I did it because I’ve wanted to for a long time now.”
“Oh.”
“Don’t you want it... too?”
Ohkura cringed from the note of sadness in Yasuda’s voice. It was clearly Yasuda’s ‘I’m going to cry if you don’t say exactly the right thing right this second’ voice.
“I don’t know,” Ohkura said softly. But when Yasuda’s eyes started to shine with years, and when Yasuda started to look embarrassed and uncomfortable, he added, “But I didn’t push you away.”
“Huh?” Yasuda asked, his lower lip quivering. He was going to start crying any second, Ohkura knew it. And he hated seeing Yasuda cry more than anything in the world. So he did the first thing that came to mind, because it would definitely cheer Yasuda up.
He wrapped his arms around Yasuda's tiny frame and leaned in and kissed him again. Not chastely, or erotically. Just a small, gentle kiss.
Yasuda clung to his shirt, staring up at him. “Do you want it, too?” he asked softly.
“I don’t know,” Ohkura repeated. “We haven’t had our third date yet.” - ↑↓
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1792 某J2007/6/3 13:13:00
【章大とたちょりの休日】
安「木曜ですか??木曜…何してたかなぁ…。最近本当に曜日の間隔がないんですよね」
倉「ヤス木曜日おれとジム言ったやん。」
安「あっ、そうや、ジム行ってた!!」
・章大とたっちょんは東京でジムに行った。
・ﾄﾚｰﾅｰに動きを褒められる章大。
横「持ち上げるのにうまいなんてあるん??」
安「なんか上手いらしいんですよね。
僕が先に終わって着替えてて、そしたら大倉はまだやってたんですよね。
そしたら、大倉のトレーナーの先生が大倉に言ってましたもん。安田くんはうまい ねー…って。」←チンパってます。
・章大が着替えに行った後たっちょんにも「安田君いいよー」と言ってくるﾄﾚｰﾅｰさん
横「お前は大阪で買い物して、家で絵描いて、東京でジム行ってっていっぱいしてんなぁ･･･。」
倉「そんでヤス、ジムでやりすぎて接骨院行ってん。」
雛「お前それ意味ないやんけ!!体休めぇや!!」
安「いや、それはそうなんですけどー…なんか体動かしたいんですよね」 - ↑↓
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1794 款式2007/6/3 13:51:00
重帖【章大とたちょりの休日】
安「木曜ですか??木曜…何してたかなぁ…。最近本当に曜日の間隔がないんですよね」
倉「ヤス木曜日おれとジム言ったやん。」
安「あっ、そうや、ジム行ってた!!」
・章大とたっちょんは東京でジムに行った。
・ﾄﾚｰﾅｰに動きを褒められる章大。
横「持ち上げるのにうまいなんてあるん??」
安「なんか上手いらしいんですよね。
僕が先に終わって着替えてて、そしたら大倉はまだやってたんですよね。
そしたら、大倉のトレーナーの先生が大倉に言ってましたもん。安田くんはうまい ねー…って。」←チンパってます。
・章大が着替えに行った後たっちょんにも「安田君いいよー」と言ってくるﾄﾚｰﾅｰさん
横「お前は大阪で買い物して、家で絵描いて、東京でジム行ってっていっぱいしてんなぁ･･･。」
倉「そんでヤス、ジムでやりすぎて接骨院行ってん。」
雛「お前それ意味ないやんけ!!体休めぇや!!」
安「いや、それはそうなんですけどー…なんか体動かしたいんですよね」 - ↑↓
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